My Saturday nights all seem to be different now that I am older and, hopefully, a little wiser. Some Saturdays are fun, going clubbing, out to dinner, hanging out with friends or going out with my boyfriend. Though some Saturdays, like this Saturday, are Boring. Extremely Boring. Not that I'm complaining or anything!
With my baby girl who is teething/fevering/cranky/sleeping, and my husband who "drank too much" and "ate too much" - who is actually snoring away right now, to have a few minutes to myself is nice. I should be cleaning, which I will probably do after this post since I hate awaking to a dirty house, but my mind is elsewhere.
I'm thinking of my good friend Tabby, who is on a date with her boyfriend of 2 or 3 years, a cheating lying boyfriend, who is actually a great guy but not right for her - which is a whole different story, but she's off on a date in Toronto and I'm stuck in the suburbs flipping between "Rich Bride, Poor Bride" and "How to be a Property Developer".
I'm thinking of what all my old friends are doing right now, after I moved away the only place I see them is on Facebook, but I see all their travels, their parties, all finishing up university and starting "proper" jobs. I'm sure most of them are in line for a club right now, or at a house party, just relaxing and having fun.
My life has changed so much since knowing all of them. I'm one of the only girls I associate with that has a baby - some are married, some have homes, but none have babies. I feel like I've lost myself a little bit since I've moved here, all these girls I know are not "my kind of girl" but what can I do? If not for them I would have no friends at all!
It's unfortunate that I've moved, and started this whole new life without creating a whole new social circle, but I'll slowly meet up with old friends, gain new ones, and have fun with them.
Anyway, cleaning and bed - no love making tonight, but perhaps tomorrow?
Ciao <3
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