One.

I finally got the idea out of my head, the baby making idea. My broodiness was really getting to me, and last night I talked it out with my bf and I realised I don't want another baby, I just like the idea of it. I love the idea of being pregnant and having another baby, but I think if I ever saw that positive sign on the many pregnancy tests I would most likely buy, I would die.

One of the things I liked most about having a baby is all the attention you get as a pregnant lady, all the stuff you get to buy, and the cute little baby you get to hold in your arms when it's all over and done with. But is that what I really want to do??

What happened to losing weight? Doing yoga? Getting fit?

We're planning on moving to Toronto soon, we found the loft of our dreams, and in amazing area, but 2 bedrooms is all it offers, with the master bedroom overlooking the downstairs, and really wouldn't another baby just complicate things to the point where I couldn't even afford or have time for?

One day, I would like to open up a hair salon, a high-end beauty salon with esthetics, spa treatments, with another baby, would that be possible? I'm sure it would be, but do I really want to put it off for much longer? Do I really want to struggle?

I want to put my baby girl in a private school, can I afford two kids in private schools? What about extra-curriculars?

Sometimes I feel I'm being too selfish. But really, I'm being realistic. Having two babies is not for everybody, and sometimes, one is the luckiest number.